Tried the 'sharing the house thing' with Jessi. That blew up today. I told her it isn't working and she needs to find her own place.
Caroline was over today. I worked on her van. We .... cuddled....multiple times. Ended up snoozing in my bed. Jessi came in and asked her to leave. It went downhill from there.
I will NOT be told who I can see, when, or what I am allowed to do with them. Fuck that. Not a couple is NOT A COUPLE. She stepped way over the bounds of sharing a house.
Sarah..... not happening at this time. She feels guilt, and I don't wish that on her. On other hand, maybe that will change after Jessi gets the fuck out of here.
Work..... going swimmingly. It's going back to my roots, doing things I am fairly good at.
What else is happening? Just life. Not good, not bad. Just is. Hoping for some peace if I can just end up living alone.