Thursday, June 14, 2012
I attended a support hearing this morning, which I had filed for. It generally went in my favor, although it was not the result I wished for.
The divorce I began some years ago languished for lack of funds and caring on my part. She swore she needed my medical insurance, and I was content to let her have it as long as she left me alone.
Now, I need to know the continual slow bleeding process is going to end, and the only way to do that is to file for divorce again. 'Spousal Support' is an unending deal, with no mechanism to stop it unless she agrees, or we are divorced. Today she made it clear.... she never intends to let it stop if she can help it, going for every ounce of my sweat she can, for as long as she can. The rest of my life if possible.
Along the way, she let slip today that she has full medical coverage through her disability, and my insurance which she needed so badly.... nothing but a secondary insurance.
After these last few years, I have come to enough peace within myself that I can see through the crazy now, and she simply can't push my buttons no matter how hard she tries. All that's left is pity, and a bottomless deep desire for freedom from the insanity.
A friend gave me the name of a decent divorce attorney today. It's time to finish this.